“It kinda comes and goes, y’know?
The nightmare. I just see Sophitia falling and my god damn jetpack isn’t going
fast enough. Most times I don’t even wake up when she hits. I keep flying down
until I hit too.”
“And then you wake up?”
“That’s usually enough, yeah.”
“I see.”
Marqus watched as his therapist
scribbled a note on its pad. He couldn’t help but notice a screw coming loose
from the neck.
“Hold still a second Biff. You got
a screw coming loose.”
“Projecting isn’t conducive to
treatment, doctor.”
“Oh, ha ha.”
He picked up one of the many
cross-head screwdrivers lying around and, bracing Biff with his hand, tightened
the screw. The robot’s glowing white eyes flickered and died, its arms stuck in
note scribbling position. Marqus waited a few seconds for reboot until he
noticed the tapping pen.
“Biff, knock it off.” He rapped the
handle of the screwdriver against the metal skull and the eyes lit back up.
“Honestly, why you had to develop a
sense of humor.”
“I am programmed to understand the
human psyche on such a level that developing such traits was all but a foregone
conclusion.”
“Yeah. You mentioned something like
that before. G’night, Biff.”
“But doctor, your session-” Marqus
flipped the off switch. The way a robot’s voice lost momentum and wound down to
stuttering groans when shut down would always unnerve him. To be sure it turned off he tapped Biff’s head again. Nothing.
He hadn’t always been so quick to
shut down his robots but their constant mechanical whirring sounded best when
it stopped. However, after years surrounded by them he could no longer stand straight
up silence, so finding just the right balance between quiet and noisy was a
never ending struggle. Even the otherwise inaudible buzz of light bulbs reached
his ears. He turned out the lights as he left the room.
The spiral staircase creaked at
every footfall and the wrought iron hand rail felt cold as death. Whenever it
was windy, which was often, trips to and from his therapy sessions became a
foreboding affair. Biff had commented on it before, going so far as to suggest
they go elsewhere in the compound, making Marqus remind it of his long and
perilous career that left mere creaking and chills a non-issue. He preferred to
keep his past well removed and secure from his present and the east tower was
perfect for that.
“Augh! What the-!” He felt a stinging sensation in his palm, different from the dull ache of mild arthritis.
A thin cut went across it, though only small sections were bleeding. He looked
for the cause and found a fine point barely sticking out of the rail. In the
dozens of times going up and down the steps he’d never come across it, so while
he cursed his luck he couldn’t help but laugh at the odds. Examining the cut
further he realized that it intersected a scar he got years before in heated combat.
It faded to a pale streak over the years, but he could still make it out when
he squinted.
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continued in Stranger and Fiction Anthology 2 Beyond All Spheres of Force and Matter by Federico Piatti. Inspiration for this story. |